It's not for attention
It's not for a high
It aint for a smoke
but for what I found in mine eye
Lucky 20
Looking for new eyes tonight
Ones I can see through
The eyes I knew once...
They said yes
Mine said no
No, over and over again
But those eyes...
Snake eyes
Now mine stare at the lights over the valley
Necking a smoke
Wondering how things went from deacon to addict
Ones I can see through
The eyes I knew once...
They said yes
Mine said no
No, over and over again
But those eyes...
Snake eyes
Now mine stare at the lights over the valley
Necking a smoke
Wondering how things went from deacon to addict
Acronyms
Kold
the words he never told
It
fire he'd ought not lit
Lashes
upon his gashes
Lives
taken by the knives
Edge
leaning off the ledge
Dead
what's inside my head?
--------
More
tales to his lore
Yes
Take another guess
Sick
wounds he will lick
Ever
addiction's so clever
Love
killing the dove
Filthy
bloody boy so guilty
--------
Fear
of never getting near
Old
habits like mold
Rope
never could cope
--------
L abel
the boy who isn't able
O ath
could never stop the growth
V essel
red with a mortar and pestle
E nd
why is there no end?
the words he never told
It
fire he'd ought not lit
Lashes
upon his gashes
Lives
taken by the knives
Edge
leaning off the ledge
Dead
what's inside my head?
--------
More
tales to his lore
Yes
Take another guess
Sick
wounds he will lick
Ever
addiction's so clever
Love
killing the dove
Filthy
bloody boy so guilty
--------
Fear
of never getting near
Old
habits like mold
Rope
never could cope
--------
L abel
the boy who isn't able
O ath
could never stop the growth
V essel
red with a mortar and pestle
E nd
why is there no end?
Everything is within this video... everything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4mPi45Lr0I&spfreload=1
1 year ago today
There is a disconnect when the past year is thought about.
You'd be able to see it better if you read the cursive on my skin.
Instead I'll remain the cynical young man staring down at the reds and blacks from the nosebleeds.
Now more of my soul lives outside the country than inside of it.
People I wish I'd never met...
If just to spare me this moment...
Alone outside in the sunset of my first year as an absolute failure.
It took me exactly one year to reach junkie status
I graduated exactly year ago
I always wondered how long it would take
Cold shower after Cold shower
...
For me to break
...
So go on,
If I die...
Send me to hell
...
I've already been here a year
...
Minus those few sweet moments I haven't
I always wondered how long it would take
Cold shower after Cold shower
...
For me to break
...
So go on,
If I die...
Send me to hell
...
I've already been here a year
...
Minus those few sweet moments I haven't
The song that makes my gut drop every time
When you're out
Tell your lucky one
To know that you'll leave
But you don't lock when you're fleeing
I'd like not hear keys
Tell your lucky one
To know that you'll leave
But you don't lock when you're fleeing
I'd like not hear keys
Only hold till your coffee warms
But don't hurry and speed
But don't hurry and speed
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