Everything is within this video... everything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4mPi45Lr0I&spfreload=1
1 year ago today
There is a disconnect when the past year is thought about.
You'd be able to see it better if you read the cursive on my skin.
Instead I'll remain the cynical young man staring down at the reds and blacks from the nosebleeds.
Now more of my soul lives outside the country than inside of it.
People I wish I'd never met...
If just to spare me this moment...
Alone outside in the sunset of my first year as an absolute failure.
It took me exactly one year to reach junkie status
I graduated exactly year ago
I always wondered how long it would take
Cold shower after Cold shower
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For me to break
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So go on,
If I die...
Send me to hell
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I've already been here a year
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Minus those few sweet moments I haven't
I always wondered how long it would take
Cold shower after Cold shower
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For me to break
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So go on,
If I die...
Send me to hell
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I've already been here a year
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Minus those few sweet moments I haven't
The song that makes my gut drop every time
When you're out
Tell your lucky one
To know that you'll leave
But you don't lock when you're fleeing
I'd like not hear keys
Tell your lucky one
To know that you'll leave
But you don't lock when you're fleeing
I'd like not hear keys
Only hold till your coffee warms
But don't hurry and speed
But don't hurry and speed
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I don't care what anyone says.
1- I am completely alone in this
2- I am incredibly sick
3- Couldn't care less
1- I am completely alone in this
2- I am incredibly sick
3- Couldn't care less
go.
Every hour I have awake, I'm completely alone
no job
no friends
no transportation
no air
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Who would anyways?
If people gave a shit, they would have hit me up before they read this.
Think about that last line for a minute
So please...
Don't talk to me
Don't break my complete isolation
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't let my time bother yours
Don't talk to me
You wouldn't want to anyways
Don't break me
no job
no friends
no transportation
no air
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Who would anyways?
If people gave a shit, they would have hit me up before they read this.
Think about that last line for a minute
So please...
Don't talk to me
Don't break my complete isolation
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to me
Don't let my time bother yours
Don't talk to me
You wouldn't want to anyways
Don't break me
Polarity
North or south
Never where it's warm
Never where the sun hits
Never on the equator
Never East
Never West
Never in between
Never time to rest
Too fast or too slow
Top of the world
Bottom of the world
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Never where it's warm
Never where the sun hits
Never on the equator
Never East
Never West
Never in between
Never time to rest
Too fast or too slow
Top of the world
Bottom of the world
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Started to cry the other night
It was like my mind wanted to scream but its mouth was wired shut
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So I sat in the daze that are my nights here
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A cocktail of medication strong enough to sedate a horse
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Given to a scared young man
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Tell him if he doesn't shut off the spigot it will flood the bath tub
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Sedate him
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Scraping emotions together and they still look like Pablo's worst
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Just can't make sense
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Numb
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So I sat in the daze that are my nights here
...
A cocktail of medication strong enough to sedate a horse
...
Given to a scared young man
...
Tell him if he doesn't shut off the spigot it will flood the bath tub
...
Sedate him
...
Scraping emotions together and they still look like Pablo's worst
...
Just can't make sense
,,,
Numb
...
Like
...
American Novocain
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