Poor circulation pt 3

Once upon a time  I couldn't drive anywhere and had no phone.

Now I can drive anywhere and call anybody.

No messages.

No voicemails.

No emails. 

No contact with the world.

So I drive to the old places,

And remember the old phases

the old faces

but theres no traces

and I'll sit in the car.

and I could go anywhere in the valley.

and I could spend all the money in the world.

and my speakers are on full but the valley is silent.

and nobody's here anymore.

Its funny how Once upon a time I had close friends and no freedom and now I have all the freedom in the world and no close friends.

Nobody to laugh with

So I laugh alone in the car.

Its funny.

I'm funny.

and insane.

Its great.

Mac Demarco makes great company.

Its great.

I love it.

Nothin like it.

I just absolutely love it.

I love being alone all the time.