Poor circulation pt 2

Love.

Lets reason this out here.
Love is the release of endorphins in our brain we deem pleasurable.
The endorphins trick our conscience into reproducing.
Its a survival instinct.
Not anything that carries real value.
Its a chemical trick.
Love tried to kill me.
So I guess I killed it first.


Happiness

Lets reason this out here.
Time takes double time most days and half time when things are good.
Happiness is an idea we created to be content with a moment.
To be content with ourselves.
Another chemical trick of survival to keep breathing.
So please explain what the point is if we die anyways.
Please explain Sadness to me.
Happiness is dead.

God.

Lets reason this out here.
I have never physically met god to my current knowledge.
Therefore I must assume that god is an idea.
God is an Idea.
I can't believe in god anymore.
Because if god is love where is this love they speak of.
Where is this god in my life?
Where are you Jesus?
Where were you when my life fell apart?
I didn't feel your arms around me.
I felt a dread for love and a dread for life.
I felt a weight in my lungs when your idea wanted me to keep breathing.
If god is real...
It is an idea that has failed me.
So please explain what the point is if we die anyways.
Please explain existence to me.
God is dead.

The rejection of all religious and moral principles, often in the belief that life and existence is meaningless.
Nihilism is not depression.
Nihilism is understanding.

All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry. -poe