it might be past my bed time and nobody will see this anyways

i wrote a soundtrack

45 minutes of gut wrenching music

straight from my soul

several weeks ago i released the trailer

all i have is music....

it might be past my bed time

20 people liked my instagram video, one commented

100+ people saw my story

100 people viewed the youtube link

32% watched until the end

two commented

("rad")

5 people liked it

one dislike :/

(I have reason to believe it was my dad--too dark for the family reputation i guess)

it might be past my bed time

must be my religious instability

im sorry for asking questions

im sorry its too dark for everyone, i just wanted to make music

i've felt a need to make this soundtrack since i was a kid

i ALWAYS knew i could write a soundtrack

but i was wrong about being able to make one that people would admire

im sorry i put myself out there

i know how this goes

the artist who plays at every cafe he can

and doesnt get noticed

and gives up

to go to school to be a businessman

it might be past my bed time

is this what dreams are made of?

because if it is true i dont want to sleep anymore

i want to wake up

this is a nightmare

i cant be who i want to be

i dont think i'll ever find myself like i did before

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuQemHtE354

i think i'm just supposed to shut up

i think they expect me to keep it up

i think they want me to stay

                                            i might be done

it might be past my bed time

i cant even afford to quit anyways

it wouldnt work

itd only set me back further

so as i sit writing this

im reminded of how hard i try

 for 

nothing 

in return

it might be past my bed time

how much i cared

i cant ask other people to care about me

.....its just that....

people i care about 

make me feel small sometimes

and nobody really cares about josh hill :/