Nothing's changed for three years, except it's kept dragging on

underneath the bed

with bare feet out the side

they're all laughing

living their lives as nothing happened

as if nothing happened they dance in a jubilee

such joy it seems to justify my absence

like i never even existed

i was never needed in your life, it's clear now that I was only a hindrance

its clear to me now

underneath the bed

with bare feet out the side

an asphyxiated life is no different than an asphyxiated death

just like in college

where the 12 by 6 room was all I had

all I had to feel my eyes red with blood swell with anger.............confusion.........black..................

and a neck too angry and gasping to care anymore

No comments:

Post a Comment