L- I drove through logan today
Been back a couple times since
But never back to the third floor of the library, where the chairs overlooked chilled windows and a sad winter sight.
You still have my patch.
You look happy now and I didn't know how to react when I saw the engagement-- Like I was an exhausted olympian who faceplanted his way into passing the baton to the final runner.
I listen to Bat Manors religiously, Choirboy as well. I bought both albums on record--but they don't remind me of you anymore.
I'm not the same person.
I beat my demons
but unfortunately, I made you into one of them
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M- ivebeeninacomaforthelast8months
I woke up from the coma to find myself choosing between Drugs and God
One answers every prayer, every time... and the other has a divine plan to make me find and lose precious gems like you.
Good thing I've consciously chose the ladder of the two and have to wait for my cut branches to grow back to bear fruit.
I am a new man dedicated to my decision to follow another plan.
It's just sad to see things end-- and moreso to think of how they began
So I'll go my way and trust my boots.
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?- I do it for you.
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