It's No surprise

... that when the sun rises again I wont be here
... that when I ran away from my problems in Logan I found my old ones back at home
... that I would end up like this
... that the absolute crippling feeling in my stomach gets worse every day
... that I feel like a less interesting Nick Drake
... that I feel like directionlessness has beset me once again
... that I still want to leave this place in my head
... that I'll try