Mood Indigo

Day and night

I can’t take it anymore

Thrills and thoughts

Hike there to breathe a little

Sleep here to dream a little

Swim here to drown a little

You can leave bad places

You can leave bad people

Can’t leave those thoughts

These thoughts are going to kill me

“Don’t let them

Live now

Die tomorrow”

What’s the difference.

Every night

Can’t sleep.

Day and night

I can’t live this anymore

Thoughts of burning pictures

Thoughts of dripping tears

Thoughts of short lived  potential

Thoughts like these are going to kill me

Some days it feels they already have

Lone wolf

Every day

Can’t wake.

Take a picture to remember

You hear but never listen

Like the haiku in my mind

Yours I feared too

Maybe if my eyes close they won’t see you anymore

Day and night

I can’t control it

Sleep talking my life away

Dreaming of something else

When I lay to sleep...

I go to wake up

Day and night

Self esteemed  

I could have stayed where I was and had a life you’d be proud of

Getting things off my chest like a shrink

Can’t get them off my mind though

Losing my frame of reference for what felt good

Met this girl

She was amazing

Thoughts like this are going to kill me

Day and night

Life slow motion

Mood indigo

Neck deep indigo.

Thoughts like this are going to kill me

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